Wednesday, September 2, 2009

am i still

Do i still got it,do i still have the appeal. am i fine sexy fresh fly or am i just ok? Im not the pretty boys, im not the superstars im me, strong,smart.full life and personality, willing to give the world and more..am still sexy am i i hope so i really do.........am istill fine to you? i stay fresh at least i believe i do hahhaha let me kno if i dont? well just let me kno am i

Sunday, August 9, 2009

fairytale love

To wake up and feel butterflies in your stomach when you hear someone's voice is a gift from god.Its such a blessing to have someone to when you see them it brightens your day. To be able to have someone in your life who makes forget about all your problems and issues and makes you focus on completely what you have with that person its amazing. I have this fairytale like love and relationship with a woman who is utterly in one word in my eyes astonishing,She walks with such grace,pride,and beauty.

The Report of Treason to Quiting

I breathe hard, im tired, out of breathe but i gotta keep running, I dont want it to catch me.Its caught to many of my loved ones and friends , its ruined there lifes turned them into drug addicts, killed them and has sent some to jail. Its brought poverty, broken homes , lost dreams. This monster that thinks its goin to ruin me got another thing coming because i gotta couple of friends in my heart called determination,drive,faith. Determination to finish what ive started a drive to pursue my dreams an the faith in god that I can do anything through him.With those three I'll never get caught so go somewhere else monster also known as quiting because ill never join your kind, not ever because to quit on my self my dreams,goals , and the woman.I love would be treason to life its self so you can go infect someone else.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

My apology letter to Time

I am so sorry! do we ever learn I guess not, we abuse you by forgetting your lessons and the past ,as we repeat terrible deeds, we take you for granted because we waste you,we complain you don't give enough ,but you have so much,you even in special situations you slow down our good moments that take our breathe away, but yet we still complain it wasn't enough, really at the bottom of my heart ,I'm sorry! For society has never stop to appriciate you for what you really are , precious. Precious in everyway, you can't be duplicated ,because trust if you be could we would, we definately can't stop you from bein you "fast as fuck" or "way to Slow" but really you've always been just right an we haven't notice because were too busy worrying about hooking up an appreciating "moment" knowing you hooked us up in the first place hahaha but anyhow I wanna say I'm sorry. No! We're sorry Society us people owes you an apology an we promise ...hmmmm we'll no I promise i'll use you better just please don't make good moments move from me... were good friends an we kick it a lot , oh tell sad tymes I don't wanna see that muthafucka





Your admirer, shoppinbag devy






P.s.-make sure age slows his ass down lmao

Saturday, January 17, 2009

money funny baloney

People,live ,they die, they complain, whine,there ungrateful never happy wit themselves there money obsessed its disgusting to me really it is. People just talk bout its money over bitches yet they put people over money everryday hypocrites of there motto,people always sayin they ona money chase but still have nothin to show for it jus live in the ghetto no house no car no land no education no goals if they do have goals there not pusuin just livin the cycle of a pathetic life who fronts and flaunts what they don't have.... especially on myspace,facebook any online place for friends and networkin. I don't understand why in the hell why someone would be a myspace ceeleb ur not gettin paid I don't get it more power to u if u are. But enough bout that subject

Monday, January 12, 2009

Not Good enough

Have you ever just tried to talk to someone you were diggin an they just said we can't be together like that an they go mess with someone you know your better lookin than bring more to the table just know you are bettter for that person you like. But they still go an talk to the less an just no good person an what kills you even more they find them attractive ann you get sick to your stomach. Well folks this has happen to me too many times an once again it has happen but this one tops it off. It is a straight insult an spit in the face but hey that's life people don't realize they got somethin amazing they gotta nice guy a good guy they jus keep goin for the bad guy the guy wit the game and lying mouthpiece who is hood rich not striving to be shit and ain't about shit. But you just fallback watchem just stress out because they grabbed the fake diamond that cubic zaphoneyum lol an didn't wanna open there eyes an take that diamond in the rough ... they get cheated on lie too or just find out they made a mistake but you never say how you really feel anymore you just sitback an be there....

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Eyes of love (love at first sight???)

Some say its impossible,fairy tale bullshit,never in a million years.But is it really that unbelievable? I mean sure to be in love wit someone you must know them as a person.You could though love some ones image,see love at first sight is lust and lust is somethin that everyone knows.From when a man sees a woman wit her soft beautiful skin from vanilla to mocah to chocolate to her sexy curves to her sassy words, her lovely hair and pretty smile to her seductive eyes...also from when a woman sees a man his masculine abs chest biceps ,back, legs to his broad shoulders handsome face.We know we must know this person who are they? Where there from? What they like and dislike? What's there goals and dreams, what makes them tick? See love at first sight. Is the first step to fallin,love at first sight isn't impossible see its only a matter if this love is meant to be....your eyes fall in love everyday that doesn't mean your heart does and that's the trick is your heart goin to fall too?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Pure

Lustful eyes yours connect to mine I approach you,touch you an send shivers done your spine. I pick you up lay you down as I kiss your body you quiver wildly, I lick further and further down to your 2nd lips as I penetrate wit my tongue like a beam from the sun I lick suck vibrate you scream and grasp my hair you say "oh baby" I. Come up and put my dick in.I motion up down and round as your body touches mine you scratch my back my spine. You bite me I pick you up in the air we hump harder, we go faster, we go louder "ohhhhh" we climax I lay you back down rub you down you lay on me we sleep in pure ecstasy

Dreams

"Some say dreams are poetry. Some say that dreaming is an art. But we all dream and we aren't all artists. I say dreams are the eyes of our mind. These eyes start to see when we switch off the light before we go to sleep. A time of trial and retribution. If only we could reconcile ourselves with our dreams, then maybe, maybe this world would become a better place to live in."

Me and My black brothas from anotha

Three passions have contorled my life:
The waitng for love, the search for knowledge,
And undinable pity for the suffering of my people.


Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a vision  Of the heavens that saints and poetsand others  have imagined.


With equal passion I have searchedfor  knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.


Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of failure  hurt my heart
Of stupid niggas bearing babies and not takin care of theres and of


dumb niggas thinking gang banging is a game and people who lie and cheat  I try to change but i too suffer becuase others give that image to every african american no matter how different  or how educated others have thrown that  steroetype image of balck males


I long to prove critics wrong


 


This has been m ylife; I've fonud it woth living 

the wife thats my best friend

Have you ever had a good friend you can see yourself bein wit but you kno in your heart its not going to happenwell Where do I start this is person I speak of is my right lung and half of my heart she probaly don't know that but I used to crush on her at first....well she is gorgeous sexy smart great personality she's a libra like me hahahaha but I guess we weren't meant to be but that aside we became best friends at first it was akward for me cuz I still liked her but I'm getting over the fact that there will be no me and her in that manner and that I am blessed to have her as my best friend
She's like an angel to me I can talk to her bout anything and ill do anything for her I would prob die for her truthfully
Really wen it comes down to it I think in that she deserves the world and more becuz she is so pure hearted and truthful and I pray everyday that god blesses her wit happiness and I wanna say to her I love you and ill always be here for you no matter what.